(((Nikki))) Waaaay to soon to feel anything akin to forgiveness, or to feel acceptance....now that cocoon is wearing off...the one that has protected you from the reality of what he's done to you all. And anger takes center stage. ~sigh

Like you, my dear neighbor is facing the one year anniversary of her son killing himself (March 12th). I had an email from her saying that she'd gone to get her hair cut and the stylist asked her how many children she has and she lost it completely, broke down sobbing in the chair. Of course then she felt terrible for the woman who couldn't stop apoligizing.

Suicide is an awful, awful legacy to leave your loved ones.

Keep talking to us Nikki...that's why we're here.