I'm so sorry that you are having to go through all of this right now, Yabbit!
I really hope things start getting better for you real soon and I am definitely keeping you in my thoughts and prayers!
You take it easy and know that we understand if you need to take a break away from the forum for a bit ... I think we all do at one time or another!! Please know though that if you ever need anything, we are all here for you and always will be!
Thinking about you!