"Tired of being tired" I hear ya chicky Come post, share what's inside and we can be tired together You know how I feel, so I will spare you my lecture..this time

Again, I believe all these feeling are "normal". I have always been open about how I wanted to end my pain, by ending my life when I was diagnosed back in 99. Because of that openess, people share their feelings with me. I can honestly say of all the people I have talked with, hundreds!!! not one single person hasn't had these thoughts at one point in their life.

You, face so much dear friend Chronic pain, emotional pain, and a terminal illness... I will say to you, what my doctor said to me... "if you didn't have these thoughts, THEN I would worry about you!"

Thoughts are not always bad, its an escape from the pain we feel. The key dear friend, is to never act on those thoughts. To seek help when we need it, to take medications that can help us.

You are a fighter, a survivor.!!!! You have proven that time and time again Just remember, you don't have to fight alone! We are all here for you. I am here for you, and I love you