I'm glad to see you posting hippiechick and I'm sorry you are sick and tired of being sick and tired. You have good reason to be in that black hole of depression and I have no words of wisdom because I can't change your life....would that I could! But Nikki is right...you aren't alone, we care and you are the very definition of a survivor.

In some ways you remind me of Xie (Cris) who isn't posting much herself but I hope she is reading....I believe you share the heartbreak of the grandchildren.

I find it so hard to understand that family members can be so cruel to each other.

Did you notice the sub forum "upstairs"...*grin Be sure and vote on the poll. And keep talking to us...we're here for you.