Downer mood here sorry for that anyhow..
I am just tired..overwhelmed..tired of body not working but no tests or hardly any tests show that I am suffering as I am....
undx here, many who know me know that...
found a new neuro...have evoked potential testing done finally (9 years of sxs and first to order those hmm)
anyhow one eye came back abnormal...so he said we better do another MRI..
I have had one in 2005 and 2007...he thought something may show at this point for more answers...
well yes you guessed it...normal MRI...well we go over details in April at a follow up...
ok I know, I am not a MS wanna be..trust me...from all my studys I know I would rather not have MS....I have something..I have many MS sxs... I am struggling to keep going in life...
Is it sad that I am sad about a normal MRI?! sorry for those with this terrible disease...I as I said, do not want something...but I have something already..just no name...no real answers...
sorry venting...
anyhow..I am so overdone..worn out, tired of balance issues, tired of the cogfog, and memory lapses...tired of being so fatigued that once home from work I have to ignore my kids to get me better to get back to work....
uggggg
anyhow, just venting..I am taking a break, I know have done this before, and not lasted long..hehe just so I can take some time...not to read anything about neuro issues...(although I have one )
instead of being on puter I will take the time to read more with the kids, since I can not do anything much for physical play with them...
I am just so frustrated, yes prednisone kicks me into a good way..but I do not want to do that often...
anyhow, on my neurontin and on my baclofen, and I will see neuro again end of April for that follow up...just bummed I guess...tired of being sick, tired of not having time for my kids...quality time..as I am usually grumpy at them once home and exhausted from work....
most who know me know I am happy go lucky usually...and it is getting harder and harder to be me anymore...
anyhow..wanted to say, if not on much, do not worry, just need some time off addicting computer time...hugss to all, and thanks for all you have done for me, limboland Sarah