Oh I have too much to say and no way to say it. I am full of anger..I am tired and old. I just wanted to have the rest of this journey with some peace in my life..I thought I had finally reached a resting place...had some order in my life and could coast. Wrong, wrong again.

What if we have no control over that anger...what if it isn't of our doing but it's just life once again that's at the wheel?

Thank you both....I think. My anger scares me so.