Oh waves, I am sorry you're having a hard time right now, I hope it gets better for you soon. I don't know much about cycling but I do know it's no fun, I have cycled between up and down, but it can happen in one day to me. Usually the depression s triggered by either Jack or Jackie, it's sad really, because Jack says he thinks I use BP II as an excuse to be a jerk, when that is so untrue, so we bump heads about it pretty frequently these days since I stopped abilify.

I don't know what will help you with your issues, anymore then I know what will help mine, but I do want you to know I'm here, listening and caring about you .

Take care hun.