Am I weak? Am I strained? Am I sick? And where do friends and family run to when that happens? Why do people turn away when you need them the most? Something I don't understand because I tend to be just the opposite. Is it that you give so much and then when you suddenly can't people just don't understand? I don't know. It is obviously still very taboo to be suicidal. The closet is not a fun place to be. We all need a good friend.

Yes, BJ, I am still here and I am still fighting for my life! We will get there together. Hang in there dear friend. I do care. I do understand.

Welcome Tking. Its nice to see you here. We would like to hear about that music