you just take care of you, nik...you made a lot of people think, I am sure, including me...
I know moss had talked about her first husband taking his life on the 4(3rd?) anniversary of her younger brother's taking his life.
So, there is ONLY one day to mourn both deaths, but the pain is 40 times as much....
she has grounded me...before I reach for my keys sometimes. I look at her...most of the times, she's sleeping and I study her face...and I say to myself..."You bastard....how CAN you do this to her?"
Then the keys goes into hiding..but then I blame her the next day for misplacing them..
the beast is there, it's a tough battle...
I hope you will be able to have a good visit with lyn today, or at least some what easier...
((((BIG HUGS)))))