you know, as Ive said before, I just think it is sometimes impossible to even think... I think that's the difference on being stilll alive... and suicide... is like... hum... when I think about suicide, is because Im not thinking actually... at least, not properly...

I wonder if we have an aura... and we have to "act" before reaching the point where we cant actually think...

Sorry if my post dont make sense at all. Its hard for me to explain....