Hello all.. and again thank you for your replies!

Here is my update:

I was approved for the unemployment *thank God* with no problems or hearings or anything! I get my first check on the 23rd of this month. If they fought it I was going to use my aunt's best friend (who is a lawyer) to lay down the law for wrongful termination due to discrimination.. or something like that.. I am not very smart with legal stuff....

So, as far as the SSDI goes, I am still really afraid of someone saying "You are fine... Why are you applying for that?" For some reason I have this ginormous fear of them calling me a faker or liar...

Should I just fill out the form and worry about doctor proof later? I guess I don't understand the process......

I have to say.. I feel better without all that stress on me... still quite tired but definitely not nearly as bad as when I was worried about all that stuff.

Oh my God... Now another issue... I just got a call for a job with the State.. I have an interview Wednesday... I have been wanting a job with the State for a long time. Insurance would be free for me and my fiance once we get married. He works with the state as well...

I guess I should look at this as a sign as I am not supposed to go on SSDI yet... Either that or if I don't get the position maybe then I should apply... ugh.. More to stress about..