there is a stormtide rising and falling within me

i can't seem to do much about it. i do not want to be more precise about it it i would have to use the trigger thingy so 'nuff said. point is....

sorry if some of my posts are highhanded and upset you or are offputting.

fyi, in this 'tide' i am hypersensitive and some posts (or absence of them) easily may upset me right now. then i am very reactive (too much).

i will try not to post but am also very impulsive.

again i'm sorry if i upset anyone.

i will try to be better, if nothing else, about staying away until the storm breaks. it is ironic that when i most need support i am in least condition to receive because i might bite a hand or two off that is set in front of me, even if it contains food on occasion. now i am crying.

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thanks to those of you who have in any way attempted to provide support to me during recent bad times, and

special apologies if i have not responded well.... or not responded at all. i have been erratic.

bye for a while hopefully in a sad stupid, ironic way.

storm ~ waves ~