~waves~ just took you as my friend and need you to stay as a friend. Through God and prayer all things can be worked out. I will give you your space as you sound like you need it. Just don't do anything to harm yourself. Things can always be worked out even in the darkest hour of our lifes. I cannot say *I know how you feel cause I have not walked in your shoes* But I can say *I am praying for you n God bless you* I am sure we would all agree to a Group I care...and...so do others!