Keep up the fight, its so sad that you have to deal with this instead of being a carefree teen. But one day I think you will discover that this experience has set you up for life, you are so far ahead of your peers that even though it means you are missing out on being a child (something I wish with my whole heart I could give you back) you are growing in ways that mean in the next few years you are going to surprise people and yourself.

I can't wait to see you burst out into the world and make your mark as I have a feeling you are going to have a big voice and do amazing things.

I know anniversaries are hard, I had mine last friday (I didn't even blog about it due to the other stress going on) and its good to reflect as it helps you see just how far you have come so when you feel hopeless you can look at it and go, well actually I am doing pretty good.

Hugs and Kisses sweetie, and I really really hope all your extra pain goes down soon so you can get back your routine.