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Old 03-27-2009, 05:17 AM
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Thumbs up my years of elavil

Hello,
I have been on Ametryptaline for about 7 years now. I will give you a breakdown over time how and when "Ametryptaline/Eavil" was prescribe to me over the years.

Originally "elavil" was given to me for sleep. The circumstances were obvious I was doing a semi long stint in a federal pen in canada, addicting/habbit forming pills were not something often prescribed. Ametryptaline was known to us as a type of"Bug Juice" they used for a whole mess of problems.

First Time/ how,why & when
I was unable to sleep due to constant on and off drug use. (Ritalin, mdma{E}, Coke,Rock) among some favorites at the time. Ritalin being the heaviest used at that time say between 700 and 1200mg a day. That was depending to the supply i would take from my brother at home, and about 30 Students in my high school that were also prescribed.
Back to jail. Doctor at the jail prescribes me 25mg nightly to help me sleep does the trick Really well at first tp the point of having to drag myself to bed and sleep literally till supper on regular occasions. A couple years go by slight increase maybe to 75mg over a 2+ year span. Worked well would help me "Switch off my brain, as it was always going".

In the middle of jailing 19-20 y/o
In among the jail sentences i did get a few "free" moments. It was during this time 19 or so that i started Getting terrible migraine headaches. After many visits to my family doctor complaining of the never end headaches she pinned down to a stunted right trap" (Neck Muscle) when asked what meds i was on from other doctors i told her i was on elavil for sleep when i was in jail.
Family doctor re-prescribes at around 75mg. Migraines end amazingly :S


Same age on the outside
Middle ground, on the outside maybe a month or 2 at a time. Partying hard and not taking elavil daily. Drinking all the time. Migraines are back full tilt when im out, only sleeping comfortably when inebriated.

Back in jail back on the elavil.
Again migraines and sleep very easy thanks to elavil. 100mg. On the occasions when the jail would run out. My body body would go insane. No sleep right away with brutal headaches returning within 24 hrs. At that time i would pretty much loose control. Lack of sleep and constant pain make me extremely aggressive....getting put in the hole regularly everytime they ran dry.


Not sure when exactly but first large increase about 2.5 years into use
Somepoint the 100mg im on stops working. For what ever reason i am aware now of what is going to happen. Sure enough sleep stops and headaches back within 24hrs. Appointment with family doc eventually leads to her uping my dose to 150mg and telling me a need it everyday.

Out of jail age 22is
Out of jail now for 4 months or so. much longer than normal if compared to the previous 3-4 years. Taking 150mg nearly all the time. in red deer alberta very late 2002. Still drinking alot but free so to speak, tho still on parole & probation. Very aware of how i my body is on elavil, things looking good, about to start welding apprenticeship. Big house party at my house some **** goes down. I end up freaking and completely blacking out beating several of dozen natives that are partying in my house. Still blacked out hit with very thick wine bottle from the very first native dude that i head bunted.
BLANK, STOP, DEAD, OVER, DARK, NOTHING

I wake up 2 weeks later in the University of Alberta Teaching hospital in Edmonton. After induced coma i awake the end result of all the drama is a break in the back of my skull, both eye sockets shattered, both cheek bones crushed, upper jaw completely mangled and very broken lower jaw. This resulted in many months of hospitalization. Surgery was not able to be done right away, takes about 2 months of extreme pain before swelling is down enough for them to operate. Still confused about everything that was happening due to being on a very heavy narcotic pain regiment i go for surgery.(which im not told that they would need to re-break my entire face to piece it back together) 10hrs, 6 titanium plates, and around 60 screws later i emerge a very broken but alive man. not sure if i was taking elavil during all this time, as i really don;t remember allot.

After the "accident"
On elavil with really no post operative pain at this time. Drinking on a regular basis still, but not using "drugs".

Sometime shortly after this the pain comes. So sever im put back on a heavy narcotic pain killers (Oxycontin) I am other wise street drug free as my girlfriend of the time had "helped" me decide a brighter future. I'm in college now back in PEI. Sever pain still, consistent use of Elavil now for a couple years. during all this mess i am explained to that Elavil is also used for chronic/Nerve pain. All is good lots of good dope from the doctor......still very painful, but flying high all the time.

last few years
It's around 2007 now, I have been out of jail for at least 4 years and off street drugs all together for over 3 years. It's X-mas on 150mg still. It happens! tho not fully aware at first, i notice troubles sleeping soundly. Doctor is out for X-mas Vacation. Migraines back now about 24-48 hrs after realization of what was happening. My doctor is now giving me 3 months of Elavil at a time. that's 270 50mg pills in a Elavil Candy bowl. I decide my dose needs to be uped. Move myself to 200mg nightly, a few weeks late when i see my doc she officially puts my dose at 200mg nightly.

Present Day almost
Im 26 now and have been on elavil about 7 years total. I'm heavily addicted both mentally and physically to Oxycontin to the point of my doctor suggesting Detox and a non narcotic pain plan. During this time i go to our local Detox facility where they place me in 9 day Methadone maintenance program, used to relieve the physical sickness from opiate withdrawal.
I do the 9 days and come out relieved of the sickness but in extreme pain and still uncontrollably addicted. During this time my dose of elavil was still at 200mg a day. Over the next 6 weeks or so i use methadone i buy on the street regularly to deal with the pain and withdrawals. At 1 dollar/ fluid ml it is extremely expensive running up to 200$ a day. During this time i am unable to sleep. Waking up in extreme pain nightly 5-6 times, sometimes not sleeping at all. Go to my family doctor. She adds 7.5 mg of Co-zoplicone (imovane) a sedative to my pill collection that now consists of 200mg Elavil, 150 mg of lyrica (Nerve Pain Pill), 7.5 mg imovane and naproxen for IBU Plus what ever amount of methadone i buy from the street.

The now! 2009
I am currently taking the following meds:
200mg Elavil
90mg Methadone
15mg Imovane
naproxen and IBU as needed

I currently sleep relatively well, tho my body is now dependant on the sedative Imovane. I require 7.5 - 20mg of imovane to sleep and the same goes for my Elavil.

Overall Ametryptaline has been a huge benefactor in my life. I have no ailments that i or my doctors are aware due to taking Elavil for such a extended time at a high dose.

Hopefully this gives you some insight about the use of Elavil when mixed with other prescribed meds & years of alcohol and drug abuse.

Cheers
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