Hi Lisa! Welcome. I think most of us can relate to exactly what you ae saying.
Please don't be afraid to say how your are feeling because I can tell you someone or ones on here will be or have been in that same situation. Although RSD/CRPS effects us all a bit different you will also find a familar thread. I had a right shoulder injury in July 1989 and was DX'd with RSD, now spread to full body. I too have been through depression and still struggle a bit with it now and again. My life isnt the life I had before, but it is a better version because this has taught me what priorities really are in life. Welcome to the group and I look forward to getting to know you better and seeing you around. You will find Neurotalk is a great source of information, support and gives you a chance to learn of others personal experience on this journey to recovery.
Many blessings Di