Seriously guys, I dont know what I would do, or what I would be without you.... Probably one of those angels of suicide, but Im still here... and that's only thanks to you, your messages, your thoughts, your prayers, for being the best friends I have ever had.... I love you so much.

Alffe: You know what, I have always suspected Im bipolar... Just that I havent been diagnosed... Actually, everybody )except parents and doc) keep telling me (sometimes like a "joke" ) that Im bipolar... I do think Im.

garden: Oh honey.... why are we feeling this way ? Something in the air ? the moon ? oh no... pathetic... I hope tomorrow can be better for us.

moi: Sweet Lord hun ! what are you doing here with that hand that hasnt healed !? *kidding of course* Im so glad and happy you had written me. I really appreciate it. You know it. I love to read your thoughts.

Thank you all.

Never forget I love you.