Ok guys, here I go again... Rambling again I guess....

But, there is something that it is relly bothering me these days... Fear... Since the first moment I wake up, to the last minute of the day Im awake, I have fear... Fear thinking about my future... Not my professional future, not my economical future... no, it is about my health future....

I fear I can loose my vision... I fear I can loose my hair... I dont know... I know it is bad to "attract" bad things, that is precisly why I want to stop thinking negative things, but I just cant !!!!!!!!!!

Has this happened to you ?? What do you do to throw negative thoughts away !?

Im feeling desperate....

Thanks.