Thank you a lot dear friends !

I will definetely ask my doc about Xanax...

I hate this feeling !!!! You know, I always thought that depression, phobias, all that stuff was felt but without realizing it.... But, me, myself, feel tired of my fear, tired of being depressed.... I think there are people who feel this stuff and dont evn realize... but in my case, I realize it ! And I dont want to feel this... oh boy...

Rambling as usually....

Thanks.