I sure could use some help,don't want to mess up.If i write a long letter on my drug and I lose it argh.I just joined and I don't want to mess up.Now I'm in a four year study of this drug.But I'm sure that I received the placebo.At the end of the two years I started the real drug.That was in Feb of this year.I lost a lot in two years which has left me with a very black depression.Lost, my health,happiness and hope.Till I read the post today on this site,it can work.It has been only a month.Plus the two and a half years before Feb.They still haven't told me if I was on placebo or not.So this has been the worst two years of my life.I can't put into words how hard this has been.Trusting a Dr that I have seen since 1984 choose to gamble my health away.I would not do this to any one.Many times I said how does this help anyone losing my ability to walk.Stress makes MS worse and I've had more than enough.I dont want to give anyone false hope but this is what has happened to me.Should I tell my story or just if this drug helps?Thanks For listening Jim