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Hello, I'm Teresa. I'm sorry that you are going through this, some days/weeks can be so hard. I felt like I was reading my own words. I know exactly how you are feeling, been crying intermittently for three days. Jeff is lucky that we like his doctors and they listen to us. While we had to deal with the work comp docto'rs it was a nightmare. Unfortunately I can't offer any great wisdoms. The best thing I have found is to find a place I won't be disturbed and just let it all out, haven't had time for that yet this week. It's also important to have a good friend to talk to. Still there are times that this is so overwhelming. Don't be hard on yourself or feel guilty. This is a lot to deal with and without a good team of doctors it's so much harder. Keep searching till you find the doctor that you both are happy with. Do either of you have family close by? I have begun handing off small errands to our 2 oldest boys, and at the roughest points asked my mother-in-law to cook dinner for Jeff and the boys on nights I worked. Small things sometimes make the biggest differance. Good luck in your search for a better doctor. Hope to see you around the forum.

Teresa