Hi. I am sorry you feel alone. I can relate. If you need or just want a buddy I am an email away. I know my mom she reads everything about my conditions and possible treatments and outcomes. Now my other family members they have no idea and just state what they feel I should be doing or am doing wrong. The other day one after telling me what I should do for rehab asked me what I suffer from. I try to use my voice and educate but for some they will remain clueless. I try to focus on the people who do care. Sending thoughts