I wonder if I can drop by and say hello? Also to thank those who helped me with this dilemma I've been going through. Your support means so much to me. Some replied online, some sent PMs and some replied by email...you know who you are and I thank you so very much!

Last week was pretty tough. I didn't post about it even though I was feeling rotten, but I'm doing better now. I wonder why it is that we can ask for help in some things, but not for others?

I wonder if I can say how good it is to see more wonderers wondering, even some of our wonderers who haven't wondered for some time?

I wonder about the double decker bed for the grandmoises! What fun they will have when they are all set up.... be they hand made, or be they bought. They'll love them no matter what their heritage! Maybe Moi and Moss will need a whiteboard on the ceiling seeing how accessable it will be to small hands with big crayons.

I wonder if I can mention here that making wall units, dressers and all sorts of fancy furniture, including furniture and fittings for bathrooms and kitchens, was what my DH did before he retired due to ill health? I wonder if he'll ever get back to that career that he loved so much?

I wonder if I can tell you all how much I'm looking forward to tomorrow when my DD flies in? I've not seen her for a whole year so tomorrow will be a rather special day.

My DD is my baby.... My 32 year old baby! I lost 4 babies before they were born, and this DD is the only child I had who lived. When I married my DH I also married his 2 sons, so we have a blended family....two boys and one girl.... The perfect family of my dreams.

I wonder if I can also tell you that I'm almost over the self pity that I felt when the doctor told me that the lesion I had removed recently was another malignant growth? Other people battling cancer will probably understand how negative I felt after having yet another cancer to deal with.. And there's still one more I have to have checked. Having so much cancer to deal with over the past 2 years, has left me been wondering if these battles are indicative of my fate in life!

I wonder if I can tell you all how good it feels to be part of this wonderful SOS family? No matter how happy or how sad, how miserable, or how desperate I feel, there's always some-one here to make me feel better? Thank you my friends for always being there!