I like the part of her not anticipating the future. Can you do that? The present actions usually take care of the future anyways and what we tend to worry about doesn't come true usually, it is the things we don't worry about. I understand about music. I go through periods where I can't listen to music because it just floods me with emotion and it isn't happy emotion.
Where does our emotion go? I know mine is exaggerated but sometimes I feel better when I learn that a peer has the same fears.
Sometimes being practical is like using the wrong key. It is as if you are ignoring something that is raw anad which is screaming to be fixed.
I briefly threw into my sister when she mentioned something I forgot that our parents never taught us to take care of ourselves. Somehow it was as if they taught us to ignore our authentic emotions and now that has become our defense but it doesn't work since we are so filled with emotion that keeps on coming out inappropriately . How many times are you really relaxed? today i went back to bed that usually isn't that usual. the fear was too much. i wonder if my normalcy is beginning to slip away again
bobby