Lots of ((((hugs)))) dear Blue. Please take a deep breath dear one. We love you! You are feeling overwhelmed right now. What are you missing from your 'old life?' What do you have in your life right now that you can hold onto? Try to listen to some music.....
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remember...'this too shall pass' even when it doesn't feel like it.