It is so good to read these reflective and explorative posts from you.

Intellectually you do seem to be much more activated... in a good way.

I am sorry you are still experiencing fear. That is rough.

Anyway, I hope one day of crawling back under the covers need not mean crawling back into depression... just take it for what it is. one action. one day.

Your posts do have such a different and positive, reaching-for-life ring, to me. I know it is just an interpretation, but i really believe in it. I am glad for that.

Finally i just want to congratulate you for reaching out to Myra, and wish you the best establishing a new relationship with her, such as you have not had in the past.

Good job, on so many counts.

love

~ waves ~