Bobby,

I believe the reason people say we're creative people is because of our deep emotions. Some very good songs were written when the writer was depressed as an example

I wish I could get over my pride and call my sister. It was really nothing I did on my part to cause the rift between her and I. It was a matter of me getting upset with her and her getting upset because I was upset with her. For some reason when I let the people in my life know how I feel when they hurt me or upset me they get defensive and the tables get turned and they start to hate me. Like people say, a good defense is an offense. That is what the ones in my life do when I let them know they've hurt me. They take the offense and then make me look like the bad guy. There is something wrong with this and I'm not sure I can have people in my life that will do this to me. I don't want to be always dumped on and taking hurt after hurt with no way of settling it.

Take care and let us know how your doing. Have you talked to your sister again?

barbara