Hello my dear friend !!!!!

I understand you perfectly.... My family simply dont understand Im sick. That's it. They can call me "crazy", "you are in a bad mood", "rude" but they dont like me to say "HEY ! Im sick ! need patience and help !!!".... That of course makes me sad and mad....

Sometimes, like you mentioned, I dont even understand it myself.... A couple of days ago, my mood was just "funny", I wanted to cry, cry, cry and at the same time I was feeling mad... I just wanted to be alone in my room... Of course, my parents looked at me like a space creature.... but the worst part was that me, myself was tired of me !!!! I wanted to be "normal"... I started to pray you know, like God, take this feeling away... I want to stop crying !!! I want to stop feeling mad without a reason !
After like 1 hr I went out for dinner... like nothing had happened... How weird is that ???

Why was I writing all this stuff ?? Oh yes, because "bipolar disorder" is just... weird, and family doesnt understand... but we should understand that they dont understand as we dont even understand... ! ha !

Take care of you sweetie. Take your medicines....

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