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Originally Posted by BlueMajo
Hello my dear friend !!!!! 
I understand you perfectly.... My family simply dont understand Im sick. That's it. They can call me "crazy", "you are in a bad mood", "rude" but they dont like me to say "HEY ! Im sick ! need patience and help !!!".... That of course makes me sad and mad....
Sometimes, like you mentioned, I dont even understand it myself.... A couple of days ago, my mood was just "funny", I wanted to cry, cry, cry and at the same time I was feeling mad... I just wanted to be alone in my room... Of course, my parents looked at me like a space creature.... but the worst part was that me, myself was tired of me !!!! I wanted to be "normal"... I started to pray you know, like God, take this feeling away... I want to stop crying !!! I want to stop feeling mad without a reason !
After like 1 hr I went out for dinner... like nothing had happened... How weird is that ???
Why was I writing all this stuff ??  Oh yes, because "bipolar disorder" is just... weird, and family doesnt understand... but we should understand that they dont understand as we dont even understand... ! ha ! 
Take care of you sweetie. Take your medicines....
Come here, talk to us... vent... read....
We love you !!!!!!!!!!  |
Hi BlueMajo I understand exactly what you are saying. I get angry also,especially when people put me down for no reason. Who needs that,healthy,or disturbed? Then I go through a process of forgiving them.
I have alot of pent up emotions in myself. Unfortunately,I don't have to many people to talk to about it. I have my Nurse Practitioner,who I see every month,or month in a half. I have a counsellor who I see one time a month.
BF