Please dont go, your posts are so encouraging to me. I also live in my room and never come out. I thought I was the only one like that

I too have thought I couldnt take it anymore, but I realize there are others that need and depend on us. Especially the grandkids. You need to tell your doctor how bad the pain is, even if you have to wake him/her up tonight.

Think about it, there has to be people in your life that cannot live without you, and would seriously hurt them. I can tell you it will seriously affect me.

love ya much
allen