Today i used a electric chair provided by the local grocery store, am sure it would make a bigger difference if I didnt hurt so dang much,(yes i know many of you have told me to use it a while back, sorry i didnt listen) I did last longer at the store shopping, so that fact is good.

I am posting this for one reason, in case anyone else is hesitating like I did for so long, do not hesitate anymore, no one stared at me or made a comment. one rude worker did step right in front of me while i was moving, i did say excuse me and he replied its ok, at which point i informed him i was being sarcastic cause he didnt look where he was going, and then someone who looked like management immediately pulled him to the side and talked to him and he came right back to me and apologized,

using the chair did make it easier, just guess i had a bigger stigma about chairs then the real world, so dont walk when you dont have to, it wont help, the chair worked great, a little tough getting in and out, and i did have Deb with me to reach the higher items,

i can see me being able to shop on my own, matter of fact a few people offer to get an item or two for me when i was trying to reach for it, so dont be like me and let your own thinking mess with you, should of done this over a couple months ago, maybe i wouldnt hurt as much

peace love and free valiums to all parents