It's been a week since my lupron. Last night I started bleeding. Now I'm having a bright red period as well as rectally. I thought this shot was supposed to stop your periods!!! The pain is horrendous and daily. Should I go to the ER for a shot. That's what I debate every night lately. God, I really need relief from this even if it's only for four hours. My dr made me promise her that I would call if I was sucidal. Who wouldn't be suicidal after all this pain. I feel so desparate at times.

I've had a good cry. Maybe my serotonin levels will be better tomorrow. I can't stand the thought of another weekend like this.

Sorry. Sobbing again.