Dear Di,
I know this is an old thread, but I read prairemary's post and wanted to respond to her with a hug and then I re-read your first message and then all the others too.

You have a very difficult time coming up. Keep strong and keep talking. Know that there's always someone around if you need to talk. I think of you often and know you've had a difficult time lately.

I also see Dana posted on this old thread. How sad she is no longer with us either.

(((cuddle))) for steash.

take care all of you.