Ohhhhhhhhh...I didn't know it was a soap opera! *grin. (don't hit me) and I do understand about identifying with a character. *whisper...I have no clue what an infarction is but will google it.

and I have a question...how could that live in dr. take it upon herself to cut away his dead muscle. How believable is that! Are they still together?

On a semi serious note...do we know why the dr. killed himself? And what night of the week is this on?