I'm sorry Nikki....the written word is so cold, especially when we are praying for something else. It really makes no difference (it does to you, now....I understand that it does) but really the outcome is the same. It is moments like these that I want to reach into the screen and give you a tight hug of understanding. We would settle for a crumb...we really aren't asking for much....just one small reason....I'm sorry.

I pray you don't read his death certificate....or have you?