I know it's hard to relax, but you are fortunate in that you were not diagnosed when in crisis, like Erin and some others were. That means you have time to study things and do what you are comfortable with. I always feel sorry for people that go to the ER and find out they need emergency heart surgery! Luckily, you are not in that position. So look around on the internet, definately go to the sticky's at the top of the page - they have great links to get more information about the disease, tests, managing the disease - all kinds of good stuff there!
We'll all be here when you need us!