I'm so sorry. I wish that I could take away your grief. Was he in Vietnam? He could have had PTSD. Something might have been bothering him that he couldn't take anymore. Something might have been tormenting him for years,and it got to big,and he was in a very weak frame of mind,and tired,and not strong enough at that point to throw it off. Bless his heart. Sometimes people will tell your most of whats bothering them,but not all. I don't think that he would want you to suffer like this.

With the good report of his good physical condition,maybe something was bothering him that he thought that he could be treated with medication.

Years ago I became very upset,and depressed,and I had a EEG. The test showed that there was nothing wrong with me. I was discharged from the hospital with no answers. At that time I wish that they did find something wrong in my EEG test so that they could treat it,but they found nothing,and I went home thinking what am I going to do now? I knew that what I was feeling was real,and they couldn't find any answers. I felt a strange feeling about it all,and I had many,many negative feelings,and no answers.

I'm sorry that he came to this point where he felt totally tired of it all,and maybe he hit his breaking point.

Some Veteran's are haunted by something in their military career,that they can't seem to talk about. The burden could have been slowly building,but he may have wanted to stay stronge,but he hit his breaking point,and broke into pieces.

I hope that you feel better soon. BF