that is a nice thought to hang on to but i dont think the diffrent people would actuly sit and copy a note book full of stuff. and i had more then 3 note books. from 1999 untill 2002. like 6 notebooks at least.
really ya know it is the holidays and i just dont want to think about this ...
is a while away yet and why worry about it now?
i chatted with my nurse pal she thinks because everything was/is experimental it is probly more useful to them and others then to me .
thats all fine and good but it just dosent feel nice...

and it is not fair to keep thing after the stat. of limitations has run out.
like i really want pic of my smashed face paper work, written statements , videos, tapes,.... rather then my poetry. who wants pics of their accident and such ? argghhh if i think to much i will scream. sooo for now not going to think on this. maybe things will make better sense later.?
ya think theyd make copies of what they want/need...and give me back my things. and maybe they will who knows .
one last roar scream then i am outta here...
aarrrghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hhhhhhh
grumble grumbleee
p.s.

thanks curious