Aw Nikki !!!!!!!!!! (X 1,000,000)

You know, for me, goodbyes have always been very difficult... I feel always very worried... like... "will I see you again !?" you know... I hate to say goodbye....

I always cry...

But yeah, I think avoiding the word goodbyr can help... and hum... I have a dilema... you know, I like to think I will definetely see that person again, but, at the same time, I have to realize we dont know what will happen in the next second, so.......... Oh gosh... Im rambling as usually....

But, like my father and gran ma said: "See you later if God let us..."

And, about the other part, Im 99% you will see your dad again In a better place... and, to be honest, im sure you will hug and kiss him Coz, in that place, all of us act better... love each other... and forgive everything... EVERYTHING.....