His torment must have overwhelmed him to the point that he couldn't think about anything rationally. He must have seen darkness everywhere he turned at that point in time,as the darkness of that point in time closed in on him,and his dread closed in on him.

At that point he couldn't think about anything else but the problems closing in on him. His problems must have overshadowed everything,and he went deeper,and deeper into the unknown pain,and this fractured everything in his mind,and all hope was lost,and he sort of went into a coma away from reality before he took his life.

He was not rejecting you. He loved you,and you obviously love him. All of his hopes must have collapsed,and that could have caused a eclipse of all of the good things in his life. I have been close to this shadow of death,and the darkness is like a eclipse.

I assure you that he did not reject you. We cannot fathom what he was going through at that point. Psychiatrists don't even understand simple depression,and fear,and things like that. I know because I've been going to them for years. They don't know what we are going through. They can hardly make a diagnosis on some of us. They understand a little of it though.

We are all different. Our life experiences are all different. Our weaknesses,strengths,traumas,mental health, physical health,personalities,goals,and other things are all different.

Please know that he did not reject you,he just forgot everything at that point in time. He must have been in deep emotional pain.

Other forces in the Universe may have been a factor,and he may have been a temperary casualty. The thief comes to kill,steal,and distroy.( This is from the Bible)

Again I say he did not reject you. BF