wish thanks . i been threw all that i been to shands for psy testing to get my stim. i been threw counciling and that is how they? who ever they are?? got my note books. and i just think they have had them for over 5 years.. this all settled and ended five years ago...
i went and talked with my friend again. and here is what she gave me to think on if i can be fine without them for this long why do i need them at all? she said maybe it wouldnt be a good thing to get them back as it may make me sad and upset and there is enough to do that with the pics. my hub too thinks the same. so when it all comes back planning to just burn most of it in the fire pit we have.
i went to my neighbors too she just lost her hub,and we lost a neighbor... i brought her over a christams bag of things and of corse chocolate dove candy. i helped her with her suitecases as she is flying out later tonight to stay with family, so I am going to feed her kitty cat when she is gone. anyways she gave me a card with a note when i left. in the note she said thanks for being here for me.

anyways upon returning home....my dog i find had reached up onto the table and eatten about a half dozen cookies i had just made. BAD DOG!!
i will make me be so busy i wont have time for this sad cloud. Think it will work?