I have posted this before, but it is true. One has to have hope. Hope that they can find the right combo of meds which allows them to have a better quality of life and hope that some of us will be in that lucky category in which our nerves can heal and or improve. All we can do is try and take the best care of ourselves as possible and take our recommended supplements.

I admit, I did kind of freak last night when my pain level shot through the roof. I just had one of those moments where I thought about living the rest of my life like this and all I could do is cry. My family came into my room to comfort me and told me that I will get better, they just feel it. (God bless them). They have seen me go through two other torturous medical conditions and have become a lot stronger. Still, I can see the hurt in their eyes when they see me in pain.

I am back today, trying to feel that hope again, but yes, it is a struggle at times, and, it sure does get old...