(((hollym))) I am sorry you are going through this. It truly is normal to question the way you are, when facing such loss, especially when there is so much pain and suffering involved. I think we tend to blame God a lot of the time when it is not God at fault, but, the folly, and uncompassionate nature of man himself.

Are you utilizing hospice for the care of your loved one?? There may be ways that her suffering could be alleviated with the proper care. My prayers are winging their way to you and your loved ones.....sssssss