hello Robert and welcome to NeuroTalk, tho I am sorry to read of what brings you here
I moved your post here from the new member introductions forum as the RSD forum members would best understand what you are suffering and because of the sensitive nature of your post
I also wanted to let you know that we do have a Survivors of Suicide forum with many caring members
here is the link
http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/forum29.html
I cant begin to imagine how hard life is for those of you who suffer the torment of RSD pain but I pray for relief of the pain and for a cure to be found