I second CRPSbe thoughts....

Sandy, please call a hot line - anonymously if you don't want to give your name.

Phone numbers-

1-800-273-TALK
1-800-273-8255

1-800-SUICIDE
1-800-784-2433

Deaf Hotline for TTY users -
1-800-799-4TTY
1-800-799-4889

Teen Hotline-
1-888-747-TEEN
1-888-747-8336


Canadian numbers are listed by Province on this site-
http://suicidehotlines.com/canada.html

Other International hotlines are listed by country on this site-
http://suicidehotlines.com/international.html


Websites-

http://suicidehotlines.com/

http://suicidehotlines.com/national.html

Coping with a Crisis

If you need immediate help or if you are having thoughts of death or suicide, call
1-800-273-TALK or if you need immediate assistance call 911
or go to a hospital emergency room.]

http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/thread4982.html

above info from our Survivors of Suicide {SOS} forum sticky thread

and
the SOS forum link - if anyone ever needs to talk about it these members would love to help.
http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/forum29.html


*with a wc case/claim I would be very careful about too much info posted , I wouldn't be surprised if they do searches by name, age and locale* IMO