it is higly likely not you at all jen. my bet would definetly be side affect from the meds.a list is not a big deal at all and very helpful. I make lists all the time. for day to day list what things REALLY need to get done. like washing cloths cooking . making lists is a good way to prioritize too. and remeber to list breaks for a hot cuppa and down time for yourself. also list your time you need to take your meds so you do not forget and take it twice or something.!
or weekly what bills need to be paid and shopping your doc apts.
put on music you like to listen to and just slowly go threw the list. of things.
cross each one off when your are done and SMILE .
you will adjust to the meds it takes a bit so dont be to harsh on yourself.
i am off pain meds and i still write lists.
catch you next week ...working all weekend.
peacefilled low pain happy weekend to you
Burntmarshmallow