I can't sleep...so on my computer. I ran across your thread again, and I'm wondering how you are doing. I know is is SO frustrating. It is just constant. You never know what to expect next. You are constantly treating symptoms. And it DOES just get SO OLD.
I hope this week is going better for you. Sometimes I physically feel the same from one week to the next. But, because I get worn out and tired of staying positive, mentally I get down. And even though I'm the same physically I have a much harder time dealing because of the mental. Does that make sense. Is it this way for you?
Just wanted to send a

your way!
My thoughts are with you!