Hi baby_racer. This is the place to talk about suicidal thoughts, failed attempts and being left behind after losing someone to suicide. We are a little bit of everything here...mostly interested in helping each other stay on our feet.

I'm glad you failed in your attempts and got counseling. I lost my only son to suicide 19 years ago and it forever changed our family. We are the survivors of his act. The people that love you...still have you in their lives. I'm glad for them and you!