Hi And Welcome...i Am In The Same Boat As You And It Sure Is Shaking So Much These Days That I Do Want It To Sink....but.. Everyone Here Is Right..hang In There....i Have Been There For 13 Yrs Now Anad Each Day Is A Struggle But...i Refuse To Leet This Disease Win..so I Vent Here, Cry Inside Alot And Try To Make It Thru Each Day.. Good Luck And Keep On Venting..it Does Help..you Are Not Alone..... Peaceful Hugs....moonstar (linda)