Hey Vini,
Thanks for your comments. I think baby steps are vital. Setting very tiny goals, accomplishing them, and moving on, little by little, is a good approach.
Do things you are passionate about, like carving Jade. It's all there, that part of you that was proficient. It just takes determination to tap into that section of the brain. Enjoy the process. It's not just the destination, but the process, the being, that matters most.
Be well,
Don